Thoughts for July 20, 2007

Here begins my life of revalation and thought.

July 20, 2007

I have woken up the last few mornings and have had challenges getting my eyes to open because they have felt very heavy as if there were 50 pound weights on them. So this morning because it's a friday, I decided to stay in bed and just sleep until I wasn't tired any more since this weekend I will have no chance on catching up on any sleep..

I was almost back asleep when B turns over and starts repeating "Get up, get dressed, go to work" for the next 15 - 20 minutes with increasing anger. I was ready to scream. I wasn't being heard at all by the one person in this world that I have worked my tucus off for the last 18 while they have been unable to work. I could have walked away but I chose to be the person that B could rely on.

Some days it goes with out saying you are not going o be fully appriciated no matter what you do.~A

Quote for the day: No one feels another's grief, no one understands another's joy. People imagine they can reach one another. In reality they only pass each other by. --Franz Schubert